My boyfriend and I have this going on.

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A partially true story about lies told,
virtue lost, and love found.

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Just compete together in team sports so u own everyone but both win.

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yeah, i tried that and we were AMAZING! coz we know exactly how the other one is thinking...
but frankly, not everything is a team sport...and i really want to get rid of this feeling coz it kinda nags me all the time..makes me get all paranoid thinking eeryone likes her more than me (its sick i know)..probably makes me perform worse...and besides, today it's her, tomorrow it'll be someone else and i might miss out on some really good friendships because of it.
i've tried a lot, and frankly i'm beginning to think people aren't capable of changing the way they feel..they might change the way the act on it..so i cd just bottle everything up inside and pretend to be happy 4 her coz it's the right thing to do. (but i'll be one hell of a hypocrite) *sigh*

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~Never regret something
that once made you smile.~

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It's impossible. You'll always be rivals, you'll always be a bit jealous of one another.

My boyfriend and I have this going on.

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hmm..i guess...it is hard to be in a relationship where the time ur bf feels good abt himself is when u feel a teensy bit bad abt urself for not being better:S (it's impossible to be completely un-insecure) and the same way, it bugs me that i can be selfish enough to feel bad ...
damn cut throat competitiveness!  

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~Never regret something
that once made you smile.~